So fucking angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry.
Could leave school an hour+++ ago. & yet I spent all these while doing nothing but waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting. I get angry so fucking often I swear my lifespan is cut short by half. Why can't you just fucking listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen listen and stop doing things your own fucking way. ARGH.

Goodbye Long Fringe.

Said bye to my money today, which was spent on hair againnnnnn. Bah. Back to the hairstyle which I had in May. Was forced to make a decision of whether to cut my fringe just now. Planned to leave it long initially, but aft the rebonding, it kept sliding down, So off went the fringe.

Kinda regret a little though, cos i resisted the temptation& managed to keep the scissors off my fringe for quite a few mths alr =[


Anyhowwww, Weekends have passed.... super quickly as usual.
Back to school tmrwwwwww & a week filled with 3 UTs:(

GOODNIGHT ALLL.




Ohh yeahhh, Terry❤ got me another softtoy the other dayy(:
& its called Strippy-Stripper. heh heh heh.
Okayyy, I have enough soft toys for now, cos the softtoy basket's alr full!

ZoomZooommmmmmm

HEHH HEHH HEHH, HAPPY ONLY.
Need to source for caterer, choose food, work on invitations, send out.
& WAIT TO BE LEGAL!(:

ihateyourfuckingbadhabit.

I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I SWEAR I COULD RIP OFF YOUR HEAD.
11AM++:TERRY SAID HE WAS COMING OVER.
12PM++: STILL HOME, ABT TO LEAVE & CONFIDENTLY SAID HE'LL REACH BEFORE 2PM.
NOW, ITS ALMOST 2PM. & HE IS STILL AT YISHUN.
FUCKING LIED TO ME AGAIN. FUCKYOU. ohyeah,whyshouldi?makeuseofme?notevenachance.

Make Me Happy.

Each of my soft toy has a story.
OBAKAK is the newest & latest addition to my soft toys collection!
Buy me soft toys cause it makes me happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~!
(:

loveyoubaby!

"I ___ You Then You Know!"

Heeeehuuuu.

Was working at Barclays Open Singapore @ Sentosa today! Carried umbrella & walk around. Love doing events (only those with pay )!(: Tomorrow will be another day there(: & I'm gonna take more more more more photos! Al lot of angmohs there leh, I like!

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Anyway, I got my bill for the Operation which I went for in Sept. Total amount for the whole procedure + hospitalization+ consumables, injections etc etc = $10,189.43. However, the government gives a grant of $995.97, thus the amount payable is only $9837.00 or so.

In my opinion, I feel that even though this op may be costly, It is necessary. So if you've got sweaty palms, just like i did, whether minor or not, GO FOR THE OP! I'll explain......

Even though there may be some would may say that sweaty palms is a minor issue & it wouldn't affect your life etc etc.... I'M TELLING YOU, IT DOES AFFECT YOU!

These were some of the stuff I experienced during my sweaty palms days:
(fyi: my wasn't those jialat sweaty palms cases, but still....)

1) OVERSENSITIVITY
This occurs especially when taking public transport. You know the poles which you hold on to in buses/ trains? When I had sweaty palms, I hated holding on to the poles cos It would sometimes leave watermarks. & even though no one may be looking, I'll never fail to feel as if someone is looking at my palms. This is called, OVERSENSITIVE.

2)INABILITY TO DO SOME NORMAL STUFF.
Some basic stuff like sewing was considered impossible for me. Remember the material that needles are made off? Yeah it sucks, cos after sewing, my needle always turns rusty! feels kinda urghhhh.

3) HATE HATE HATE PAPERS.
I remember that I hated exam papers because sweaty palms+ nervousness = WET EXAM SCRIPT WHICH MAY SOMETIMES HAVE HOLES. the idea of your paper drenched and tearing apart, not too nice eh?

4) HOW TO EVER HANDLE STEERING WHEEL?
Can you imagine, as you're about to turn right at the junction, you just can't grip cos the steering wheel is too slippery!?!? Crashhhhh, goes your car!

5) HANDSHAKES?? ermmmm, no thanks!
I never never liked shaking hands with people unless my hands were dry at the point of time. IDK why, perhaps it had gotta do with my pride issues!


OKAYOKAY, SO YOU SEE, ALL THESE REASONS ARE ENOUGH TO PERSUADE ONE TO UNDERGO THE OP!
& to clarify, after the op, you're hand will be completely dry, COMPLETELY. However, as the body still needs to lose heat from your overly sensitive body, the water will be loss through areas like the back(most common) etc....

As for my case, It mostly went to my back. It sucks, but its far better than sweaty palms because I'll only perspire on the back IF I'M UNDER THE SUN OR FEELING V V V V WARM.
At least its more controllable.

SO YEAH, ENOUGH SAID.
IF YOU'RE CONSIDERING TO GET THE OP DONE, GO FOR IT!
& its best to choose a specialist to get it done for you! Perfection&Safety is more important than the money cost!

Keep Your Hands Off The Cookie Jar.

Cheap, cheap, so cheap you also want?

"you're too important, you know?"

Heeehuuu.

I'm back after 3D2Ns over @ Terry's house.

On Friday, My parents saw how much Terry means to me. & i'm rlly thankful, that my dad fetched all of us down to his house, just for me to see him, for that few minutes. It means alot to me, especially because my dad would never offer to drive me. okay make that seldom. & of course, my mum, who had to rush for a meeting after lunch. All these, enough to make me satisfied.

Of course, gotta thank Shu, Ange & JH too. Plus a thousand apologies, cos yeah, I was kinda harsh the day before. okay, would say tt i wasnt in the right state of mind to speak, thus, i seek forgiveness!er

So anyway, Friday... Headed home to rest aft everything. & went back to Terry place again in the night, all because he ............ (: little kid. You knw all the travelling to & fro, to & fro, enough to buy more usefullll stufff, hmph!

Went there, only to become Maria:( sweep floor, sweep until kena blister on finger... wash plates etc etc etc, All these stuff which I'll nvr nvr nvr nvr do at home one lor!! :( But its worth it, IF & ONLY IF TERRY TREATS ME BETTER! *big hint big hint!*

Found out some stuff, which changed my emotions for a lil while. Thought I was bad enough? But who would have knownnnnn???? "MEET, Call, CUTE? features, dressing......" To put it shortly, F-L-I-R-T-I-N-G. OMG. Sadly, Anti-cheating/ Anti-flirting just doesn't exist in this world uh....

But of course, getting angry wouldn't help at all, soooo, another chance given. ONE LAST ONE. ANOTHER REPETITION, I SWEAR I WILL %^&*()&#*())!@#.

Here's a tip: DON'T LIE OR EVEN HIDE STUFF, COS ONE DAY, YOU'LL FIND YOUR LIES CATCHING UP W YOU.
"you're too important, you know?", I sure hope so.

Okedok, that's enough said. I ain't that perfect either, but its up to you nowww.
I'm in class & I need to play w the Opera system.
So TTFN!

(Credits:Weiyi. HIVcampaign thingy)


XOXO,
Know your limits.